Just recently graduated from high school.... I was so excited about this summer. The first summer I would ever be able to do anything I want without having to worry about much.

Boy was I wrong... all I do is work, work, work and sleep. But now I realized that I have to think about my future and what I have to do with the rest of my life. It bites....

I'm so use to just waking up...going to school, have teachers bark out boring lectures at our stoned faces, have everyday planned out for us, go home, do school work, sleep and wake up the next day doing it all over again....praying for the weekend that would never come.

But now...I have no goal at this moment, I don't have to claw my way through classes trying to pass in order for me to graduate, I don't have to worry about what I have to wear to prom and who my date will be, I could just throw away every single paper I ever did in class....

It sucks soooooo much... What am I going to do...?